anonymous Apr 5th 2020 !⃝The song makes me cry all the time.
It makes me think of a guy I met when I was working abroad at this annual event. He was from there and I’m from Holland and we became good friends. After the show we didn’t see eachother for a year.
One year later we saw eachother again. We once again had an amazing time and he told me he had recently moved in with his girlfriend.
...but at the end of the week, when we went out for a swim in the sea he dropped the bomb: he had deep feelings for me. I didn’t know what to say (man I had a huge crush on him but didn’t want to ruin his relationship). We both knew we had to forget about it.
It was the night before I’d head back home, I couldn’t sleep all night and cried during the entire flight.
We didn’t speak for ages. But eventually he broke up with her and we decided to give it a try.
I’d fly over and we’d have the most amazing times. But one night when I was lying in his arms in his aunt’s garden we both told each other it was not gonna work. The long distance was killing us and we were so sad everytime we were apart.
I still regret not showing how much I actually loved him. I still do after 1,5 years but I guess some beautiful things are just not meant to last forever.
As Billie said as well: all we have is this exact moment, and in an hour it will be gone. So ALWAYS enjoy it while it lasts.
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